When Monday is a holiday!

A phone call from a colleague woke me up today in the morning at around 9. There was some problem with a server ... blah blah. Lazily put the specs on and went to the lappy and logged into the network. Solved the problem with the help of a team member (who by the way is moving out shortly). Was thinking all the time to sleep after the problem is solved. But things were differently planned. It is a hot morning. But somehow i do not feel like taking a bath. The reason may be this beautiful breeze by the window - the corner in my room where i am sitting right now is mostly Yatin's seat .. but sometimes i take the liberty to be here (in times as this when he was out this morning).

And I see ... white loaves of clouds moving by over the appartments ... those very appartments which were just under construction when I came here last year. Now people have started moving in. They are being accomodated. So many changes in such a small time ... time when passes by always feels to be so small ... however boring and elongated that might be when it was present! (But that is an idea which I will take up some day later) And I think of all the dark (as opposed to the light coloured now) clouds that were there up there when i woke up today, blocking the sunlight. And i thought it will be a damp day today. But it was not supposed to be ... at least till now.

How we think of things to be one way and how entirely different they turn out to be! Life is not that long but it has turned to be big fat story with numerous subplots! So many things thought and planned in so many diffeent ways and so many other different things taking their place in time ... always pleasant though. That is what has enveloped me nowdays - a feeling of being happy always - why is not there not that particular kind of sadness in my life which i sometimes fancy of. And this lack of the sadness i want or rather say desire makes me sad. Well now even that is something i shall discuss sometimes later may be.

But sometimes i feel When things that happen are happening for the best (at least all the way till today) why do i need to get agitated or worry and dream of dreams. May be that is what we do ... just imagine how things can be ... and then there they are in front of us all in concrete seemig quite different! I do not know but i have been always this way - surrendering myself to some superior energy that deals with me in a manner that is beyond imagination. Well this might have nothing to do with myself being a believer. But yes i have experienced that it is very relaxing most of the times when one surrender one's emotions.

And some one may just come in and say - "Oh shut up! You make everything the way it is for you. No one else is responsible or concerned in any way for this. It is all in your hands to get what you want." And I will listen to the above with great zeal and then say - "Oh Ok!". Well this is what all is happening today - a monday when it becomes a holiday!

Just asked Yatin if he will come for a movie in the evening. May be this or may be that. And then will just watch what comes up! :)

Song: Chura liya hai tumne jo dil ...