The Family Car!

And after a long time i will be looking at them and living with them - all four of us together. Sometime it seems as if numerous ages have passed the last time it happened. Though this time i am sure it will be different and the thought of it seems quite exciting. It will again be going back home and finding mom making tea for you just as it used to happen before. It will be everyone in the evening prayer which i miss the most. At dinner all of us will be talking about the days work - which i do not talk of anymore to anyone. Dad will be his usual salt-pepper self trying to know everything that is happening in my life. And i will try to very intelligently lose the keys to the rooms which i want not to be shown to him and show the rest which are well-lit. I will not let him on the trip to it for very long though! :)

Mom too will be asking if i am happy, if i am happy, if i am happy, if i am happy. And i will say - yes of course! can i be any happier? And it will be such a happy time to cook with her again. Havent done that in ages. Will talk to her about many people i know and she knows, many people she knows and i dont, many people we both know, a few people we know and were missed somewhere in past and who have got discovered recently. And of course I guess as before Yatin and Mom will be good buddies meeting after long time! And yeah Dad and Saurabh will be taking on from their unfinished conversations! We all will surely miss Dheeraj.

But as of now, everything seems distant and numb. Seems as if i am trying to avoid them. Seems as if i am becoming more and more trapped in the world i am trying to weave around me! Seems as if things want answers and i have none. Seems as if i am gloomy but i am not :)

Song: Lag Ja Gale Ke Phir