Monday, May 01, 2006

Finally!

Well! I wanted to post this one before any ... but it turned out to be the second one! Someone way back in college asked me why i do not start writing blogs. Till then i had never heard the word blog, or might have heard but did not know or understand. And then in a few minutes in that chilled lab room, i was enlightened about the technicality of blogs! And then i suddenly wanted to have one and scrible whatever i wished and thought about over there. And that was the first thing i would do next - i thought. Went to the canteen for a juice and spilled it all over myself, ran to my room, wahsed myself and the clothes i was wearing and forgot the blog thing forever!

Years later, i saw many many people around me writing blogs and that was something that made me move away from blogs! I am in the tendency to run away from everything that a majority of people do (its there very intricately carved in me). Was just telling Heena yesterday how i was unable to read anything during the semester end examinations as each and everyone would start reading then! And then started talking about the true reason why people write blogs. Among the many things discussed i bought the reason which said you can write here what you do not (and not cannot) speak out to others!

And then so happened that this morning i dreamt something very wiered. And it is that pleasant sense of wieredness that has made me start a blog of my own. However open i am to people there are certain things that will never make their way from me to them. Why not put it here ... whether they see it or not is a different issue. I am not concerned about that (about the dream -will describe it some other time). At least i would have made a copy of that part of my mind in written and i myself can look at it, read it and analyze if what it sounds, is exactly what was on my mind. And then might split myself up and as a "third part that has no any direct concern with the issue" to evaluate it!

That might be wiered (as some may say wieredness born of wieredness) but that is what was exacltly on my mind when i started. Lets just see how far it goes.

Song: Kitni Batein Kehne Ki Hain

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