I shall be thankful to (well not exactly, but then happy moments associated with) Rahul. Since the last 7-8 months i have known him, there has been a different aspect of life that i have discovered for sure. For one thing, i would have never done the thing i did before by birthday this year - which of course i will never do again :). And he, as sincere and dedicated as he is, was always there whenever we wanted him to be. And somehow - things have been very - very stabilizing in the past half a year. Strictly speaking very easy going and pampering - surrounded by sweet people, doing just the things i like, and living in some ether of sweet memories! And though things were happening - huge and loud - it was a period that, if i turn back and see, there was no motivation of moving on.
And this i am visualizing as a lot of peanuts in a bowl on which thick hot sugar syrup is being poured. After a time all of which just set into their places for ever ... but that was not going to happen with us. Therefore came a news of someone moving out - a peanut had revolted to go on - explore beyong this stagnation. The news did snap something somewhere but it had a welcome freshness in what was happening. No one can take his place. But i am sure it will give an inspiration to move beyond what we have done and explored.
Personally i think this is one of the best things that has happened to me in my life till now. I mean i couldnot notice one thing amongst so many happenings till now - that of the differences in levels of life we are in here! I am just at the beginning (- its not even a stupid beginning - have to do so many things build a proper one -) the one i desire and think i will lead in this life! (And i know i will have to work hard for it.) So it is good in the way it has provided me motivation and forced me to move out :) and hence "one of the best things". Thanks - to whoever and whatever is behind it! And so i discover the instability of the ground beneath my feet! Hope in these instabilities we will be able to meet again one day!
Song: Mr. Lonely ...
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You are so right!! once we are comfortable with our surroundings , we tend to settle down, but thats not life meant for us. we are like river, so keep flowing till you meet the ocean.
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