Spread it Wide!

A beautiful weather outside. Clouds so nearby, wind on such a high! And today is the day juniors would come to this place as i had come one day! So was hoping to dee some in the lunch, but none was visible. We took a small walk - with my colleagues - and then had a small chitchat in the lawn. but when it started to drizzle, we came back. I was just on the desk for a moment when i felt i was thirsty! So moved to fetch some drinking water!

Saw my practice head sitting by the window ... windows are small in our section. Somtimes i wonder how it is a strange thing in an office with buildings having huge large glass pane windows that i am put in a building where neither windows have any importance or they have any see. Of all people it seems i shud be kept enclosed in many boundaries. And may be becasue of that, destiny allocated me such particularly closed space to spend a huge chunk of my time.

And then i think may be it serves anopther purpose! A purpose where the need to look and observe is not towards out but its focussed mainly inwards. Something that is difficult to understand but something that should be understood. Having a tendency to move away from myself and look into a space that is other than mine, i am sure it was high time for me to look inside. May be it was time for me to know myself better before proceeding any further in life. And so there is this enclosure where i would encounter myself many times more than others!

But it is not about that. It is about a feeling of mine where i dream of moving away (as talked up there) not in terms of walking, but something of the sort of flying away. And the feeling was concretised by the visualisation of X-men 3 where there is this guy with huge white feathery wings. The feeling of spreading my huge wings wide and giving myself one push which will take me high towards the wide spread blues.

So passing past the cubicles, away from mine, looking at my practice head - who has so much work to do and so many obligations to fulfill - just staring through the small brickless space which we call window, this feeling was reborn in me! To be a huge birdie and just fly away to somewhere - into vasts of space!

Song: Humko Hamein Se Chura Lo ...