End of An Era!

me: Hey there :)

him: Yeah tell me

me: What's going on??????? ;)

him: Work

me: hmmm .... :)

him: Weren't you about to call me yesterday?

me: Yeah! I had to write a long long mail to my manager and then had to go for a meeting at 7:15 :)

him: Good

me: ... so i just got out of the office

him: I was in office till 10:30

me: I completely forgot that I had to call you up :)

him: u could have called ... but it is alrite ... happens

me: Remembered it today when I came to office in the morning ... sigh ...

him: Well you know, it is such an old habit ... how can it just vanish all of a sudden ... so quickly!

me: Quickly? ... I don't think it is going to go ever :) hehe ...

him: I know that ... don't worry ... I have stopped thinking and expecting this from you

me: Good ... that is what the truth of every relationship is - no expectations ;)

him: plzzzzzz not now

me: What!

him: All these crap

me: It is a fact and the truth to happiness and its not crap ... :) hehe

him: You are happy i know ... and you never care about others' happiness and you never will

me: well ... its just that i am too involved in my own life ... what to do! A bad time manager u see ... :

him: And you never know how it feels to see the person whom u love happy

me: May be i dont ... : because i have always been thinking about myself all this long ... but so what? shouldn't the person who loves me try to show me what he thinks? why should he just conclude and dismiss things so easily? :

him: You know what? You are impossible ... so I have dropped my hopes

me: well ... I wish you had not and had tried even harder ... it's just this one life ... one chance afterall ... :(

him: Good ... You are happy with ur life ... and i want u to be happy too. So just be Happy Always ... Take Care

me: Why do u think i am happy without u? Is it just because u are?

him: You can never understand others' feelins ... theres no good arguing with you ... you just won't understand ... becoz u know ... you just do not know what COMMITMENT is ...

me: Sov what? tell me about it ... make me understand what it is ... isn't that what ppl do ... get hold of each other and teach each other what they dont know? shouldn't it happen that way so that we know - what we know and what we don't? why should it happen that one has to let go just becuase the other person doesn't know certain things? If I do not know, let me know ... make me understand ... Will you let it go? ... just like that ... ? :(

him: hmmm ... I have tried so much already ...

me: Only this very much? Can you not try anymore?

him: I am afraid no! This is all I could do and this is the end of it. Not anymore!

me: So this is the end of it? ... feels like forever ... :(

him: Yes ... it sure feels like the end of an era!

Song: Cry Me A River ...